.Brother, Friend, Son, Hero, American Soldier

you are missed nicky
we all love you !!!

we just miss you so much


Army Spc. Nicholas C. Mason

20, of King George, Va.; assigned to 276th Engineer Battalion, Virginia Army National Guard, West Point, Va.; killed Dec. 21 when his base dining facility was attacked in Mosul, Iraq.



KING GEORGE, Va. — At least 1,000 mourners gathered Wednesday to hear Sgt. Nicholas Mason remembered as a soldier, firefighter and fun-loving young man who answered the call of duty to serve in Iraq.

“Nick chose to go to a place he didn’t have to go, to do a job he didn’t have to do for people who didn’t know him,” the Rev. Richard Finck told the crowd that packed King George High School for the memorial service.

Overflow crowds jammed into the school’s cafeteria and gymnasium to pay tribute to Mason, a 20-year-old King George native who died Dec. 21 in an apparent suicide bombing near Mosul.



you are always in my heart

SO IM 21 TODAY YAY !!!!!
ILL UPDATE MORE LATER

im in a pissed off mood
i keep losing my lip spikes and
ppl piss me off

my friend moved to alaska almosta year aggo
and she si 23 weeks prego and is being rushedto the hospital
for pains

I remember when all the games began.
Remember every little lie
and every last goodbye.
Promises you broke, words you choked on
and I never walked away. Its still a mystery to me

Well I'm so empty
I'm better off without you and you're better off without me.
Well you're so UNCLEAN!!
I'm better off without you and YOU'RE BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME!!

THE LYING!!
THE BLEEDING!!
THE SCREAMING!!!
WAS TEARING ME APART!!
THE HATRED!!
DECEIVING!!
THE BLEEDING!!
IT'S OVER!!!

Paint the mirrors black (to forget you)
I still picture your face and the way you used to taste.
Roses in a glass dead and wilted.
To you this all was nothing,
everything to you is nothing

Well you're so filthy...
I'm better off without you and you're better off without me.
Well I'm so UGLY!!
You're better off without me and I'M BETTER OFF WITHOUT!!!

THE LYING!!
THE BLEEDING!!
THE SCREAMING!!
WAS TEARING ME APART!!!
THE HATRED!!
THE BEATINGS!!
DISASTER!!!
IT'S OVER!!

As wicked as you are...you're beautiful to me.
You're the darkest burning star, your MY PERFECT DISEASE!

THE LYING!!
THE BLEEDING!!
THE SCREAMING!!!
WAS TEARING ME APART!!
THE HATRED!!
THE BEATINGS!!
IT'S OVER!!!
DISASTER!!

"you are too concerned with what was and what will be. Yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery, today is a gift, that's why it's called the present"

day outside
im gonna get the kids and every1 out side today
soo yeah

i just wanted to let u kno i cant get on tonight
sorry maybe some other time

my friends baby is coming home
on the 13th

i cant get a damn name jenn anyhelp ?

if u see this get on yahoo =]

my brothers lil girl was born today
she 7 pounds and 10 oz and 20 inches long

TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,
HE LIVED ALL ALONE,
IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF
PLASTER AND STONE.

I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY
WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,
AND TO SEE JUST WHO
IN THIS HOME DID LIVE.

I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,
A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,
NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,
NOT EVEN A TREE.

NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,
JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,
ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES
OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.

WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,
AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT
CAME THROUGH MY MIND.

FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,
IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,
I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,
ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.

THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,
SILENT, ALONE,
CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR
IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.

THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,
THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,
NOT HOW I PICTURED
A UNITED STATES SOLDIER.

WAS THIS THE HERO
OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ?
CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,
THE FLOOR FOR A BED?

I REALIZED THE FAMILIES
THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,
OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS
WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT.

SOON ROUND THE WORLD,
THE CHILDREN WOULD PLAY,
AND GROWNUPS WOULD CELEBRATE
A BRIGHT CHRISTMAS DAY.

THEY ALL ENJOYED FREEDOM
EACH MONTH OF THE YEAR,
BECAUSE OF THE SOLDIERS,
LIKE THE ONE LYING HERE.

I COULDN'T HELP WONDER
HOW MANY LAY ALONE,
ON A COLD CHRISTMAS EVE
IN A LAND FAR FROM HOME.

THE VERY THOUGHT
BROUGHT A TEAR TO MY EYE,
I DROPPED TO MY KNEES
AND STARTED TO CRY.

THE SOLDIER AWAKENED
AND I HEARD A ROUGH VOICE,
"SANTA DON'T CRY,
THIS LIFE IS MY CHOICE";

I FIGHT FOR FREEDOM,
I DON'T ASK FOR MORE,
MY LIFE IS MY GOD,
MY COUNTRY, MY CORPS."

THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER
AND DRIFTED TO SLEEP,
I COULDN'T CONTROL IT,
I CONTINUED TO WEEP.

I KEPT WATCH FOR HOURS,
SO SILENT AND STILL
AND WE BOTH SHIVERED
FROM THE COLD NIGHT'S CHILL.

I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE
ON THAT COLD, DARK, NIGHT,
THIS GUARDIAN OF HONOR
SO WILLING TO FIGHT.

THEN THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER,
WITH A VOICE SOFT AND PURE,
WHISPERED, "CARRY ON SANTA,
IT'S CHRISTMAS DAY, ALL IS SECURE."

ONE LOOK AT MY WATCH,
AND I KNEW HE WAS RIGHT.
"MERRY CHRISTMAS MY FRIEND,
AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT."

This poem was written by a Marine. The following is his
request. I think it is reasonable.....




PLEASE. Would you do me the kind favor of sending this to
as many people as you can? Christmas will be coming soon
and some credit is due to our U.S. service men and women
for our being able to celebrate these festivities.Let's
try in this small way to pay a tiny bit of what we owe.
Make people stop and think of our heroes, living and dead,
who sacrificed themselves for us. Please, do your small
part to plant this small present from afar so far ahead.
merry Christmas to all in the Air Force-Army-USMC-Navy-may
God be with you.

signs
if u wnat one let me know by the end of the week


<333 u guys

R.I.P Joshua





DEIST, Joshua Ryan

(Age 19)



Passed away August 31, 2007 in Las Vegas, Nevada. He is survived by his mom and stepdad, Kim and Alan Kruskie; dad and stepmom, Wayne and Sheri Deist; brothers: Dustin, and twin, Robin; stepbrothers: Jeremy and Brandon; grandparents: Terrie Risteen, Eugene and Marylou Kruskie, Lynn Myers, Dwayne Deist of Pennsylvania, Janet andRichard Demoulin of Pennsylvania; his close uncle, aunt and cousin: Jeff, Michelle and Ashley Risteen; as well as a large, loving extended family of aunts, uncles, nieces, nephews, cousins and lifelong family friends. Joshua attended Salk Junior High and North Central High School. He enjoyed sports and the outdoors - especially "the river," camping and hunting. He loved music, motorcycles and being with his friends. Joshua was loved and will be deeply missed by many. Our son, brother, grandson, nephew, cousin and friend - we love you, Joshua. Funeral Services will be held at 2:00 pm, Friday, September 7, 2007 at Ball & Dodd Funeral Home. Visitation will be Thursday, September 6, 2007 from 2:00 to 8:00 pm. Interment at Fairmount Memorial Park.

here a pic
( old hair new hair  )

what do ya think comments ?

i want more red in it